December 2010
"May your coming year be filled with magic and...
this has been the roughest year of my life thus far. but in spite of the pain i’ve experienced, true growth has occurred within me. i have loved another with all i am. i have lost people i thought i never would. i have done things i am not proud of, things i never thought i would. but i have been brave too. i have laughed a lot and i have cried a lot.
i am ready for a new year. the future...
the way you realize that somehow you are happier without explanation, even though your circumstances have not changed in the slightest
the way you realize that somehow you are happier without explanation, even though your circumstances have not changed in the slightest
chimera
i am the realist and the dreamer so mis-matchingly clashed within one body. i desperately hope for the most overwhelmingly romanticized moments life could give me, but expect almost whole-heartedly that they will almost certainly fail to occur. distressingly, yet pleasurably, i live my life, aware of the world but transcendent above it in my reveries.
there shall come a day, near within the...
i miss you so much.
fulfill my extravagant mind, pacify what i yearn for with all of me.
set me on fire, or discard me entirely. free me from uncertainty.